ARGHGGG!G!G!G!G

why are u like that!?


STRESSSSSSSSSSS LAHHHHHHHH!!


today, again?!
work ended at 10.
i told terri i will wait at her at the staff entrance there after work.
she reply " err.. No need to wait for me la :) "

then i was thinking hmm
i reply " nvm la any way i so free. go home alone also sian. must well go home tgt. "
then at 10.43pm, she reply nvm la. u go first .. i meeting my friend later too "
like wa lao! izzit the 1st reply already wanna like turn me away liao?

arhhh!! really v angry leh! i stand nothing in her eye lo

then i v angry reply " wa lao. ahyia nvm. "

grrr!! now, 11.40pm, she reply " sorry ah " -_-
she like don really care le. then who's her that " friend " very important meh?
i waited for u like 40 min then LAST MIN u say u wanna meet friend. might as well tell me 1st?
then i don have to be so heart broken.

its like i wanna meet her liao then last min ppl call her then she don care me liao. go wif the friends.
wad is this man?
maybe 1 day u would just say " is u ownself wanna wait for me de ma. i told u go ler "
like nothing is wrong arh? sound like i ownself wanna tio bastard de rite?
but THINK pls!!
( just take 1 min of your time to think )
if u are in my shoe how!?
think as if " u LOVE some 1 so much that u can just wait for them after work no matter how long is it. ( i bet u will wait no matter how long if u really love her/him ) by the time u are waiting, u will be VERY happy. cos u know u going to meet her/he already. but just 1 sec only. 1 SEC ONLY! she or he suddenly tell u he/she meeting other friend. then don care about u liao HOW WILL U FEEL?"


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one more thing, she even told her just know de friend i'm just a friend. about 2 years ago, we used to msg every time. almost every min. ( mostly i'll start the morning msg de la, if i late msg her, then she will msg me like " heyhey good morning! =D "
we wont don reply each other de. unless we like fall asleep and some stuff lo.


there was once, she suddenly nv reply me once. then i about about 5 days i nv msg her. ( cos of that 1 nv reply la. i don know y also ) then her friend told me she asking y suddenly i nv msg her or some thing. and that was 1 week plus befor we stead/get tgt.

on the 5th day she msg me and ask me wad i doing all those. after few days, we get gtg.
MAYBE that 5 day i nv msg her then she found out she kinda like me?

any way like this i don even stand a chance to be her good friend?
her friend keep asking "he your best friend la? "
the she was like " no la. friend only "
"best friend la?"
"friend only."

nothing much only la. but it just prove that i cant even be her best friend?

am i that bad? seriously.
i don know =/

i just feel like tmr don meet her. then go meet other girl to work. and try to bum in to her. let her see and maybe she will feel the slight cut .
(but the girl got bf all those de la. . just 1 of my old friend =x)
just wanna make her abit jealous or some thing. see will she change. izzit a good idea? hmmm
better not ba. LOL