bored bored bored! stay at home this few days..
now adays like no ppl online lo! all like don know fly where liao.. only abit of ppl online nia..
COME ONLINE GUYS! lols!!

nothing to do today..
soo kinda hungry and started cooking! haha
here's a pic of my lovely food!


wan me cook for u? 10$ will be the price =) only SOME ppl then free =x haha

kinda like cooking yea? haha like so fun but! too oily! easy to grow pimple i think.. haha
thats all people =) cya next time at kimmi-goodnite.blogspot.come! haha LOL lame la haha
BB!


after the mark been made, i cant be my self any more!
i try but i fail! i think its better this way =)

I'M BACK BABY!
back by popular demand LOL!



lols.. went to msia today.. fun! haha all say 9am meet already then i was like 7am+ keep calling.. all sleeping -_-" till 10am , all just wake up.. so late lo! reach msia around 1am? or 12+ ba? haha.. oh ya when i took the bus to amk mrt, the bus almost crash lo! chiong so fast then suddenly jam break! lols.. then got 1 guy fall or me lo!! gay sia.. did't even say sry or wad..
we took train to woodland, took a bus to check point.. then went in to msia..


a long long way to walk! lols must rest awhile arh! haha


writing the paper =) haha


till we went in, we start walking and find our KFC LOL but for like 1h already, we still cant find.. so bo bian got to eat mac.. but we found 1 new meal! very hot sia! power de
can eat till u die! haha.. SUPER DUPER SPICY!!!


cool? haha power lo.. eat till we at there kpkb keep saying spicy
and thats raymond hand -_- who wan go msia try eat? really nice too haha

after we eat, we went walking around.. we walk till very lo. ALOT of nice shoe, bag, shirt, pants, and ger stuff really nice lo. singapore like don have de.. nice lo! need to go back there buy more! haha the staff there also very smart to make ppl buy arh.. lols i ask for like how much.. then she tell me the size.. ( how much size ) get it? lols! then like say till i wan buy like that haha!
i think she don wan me to be shock
haha! but most of them are friendly too.. haha

oh ya and if boys don wan go there shopping, they can go there see char bor LOL!
got ALOT of PRETTY AND HOT ger there.. like almost every where u turn also got la LOL!
any way i cant find the pants i' looking for.. so nothing to buy jiiu any how buy 1 shoe for fun haha! edmund buy a shirt, raymond buy a shoe and shirt lols.. on our way back, raymond saw some DVD shop.. selling moive de and porn! LOL he dare me buy go back singapore HA! siao ting tong lols! but i did buy a box of bubble gum to singapore.. i don know where to hide so i any how put in pocket and my shopping bag haha! when coming in to singapore i get caught. unlucky!! lols.. but they found the gum in the shopping bag de.. the pocket de they don know haha! if i know i put all in pocket haha!! but warning nia haha.. nvm!

took a train home and use com awhile going sleep soon! tired man! lols
i think i got kinda alot of shoe for a guy le
look =)


the new shoe i bought =)


act alot! haha


bike shoe, pei 1 brown pants shoe , pei 2~3 pants shoe
pei short pants or some thing else shoe , short pants shoe plus geans
and the last pei a pants wif word word de lols! siao! LOL haha



i'm thinking too much!

GRRR!!! CASSY!!!!!!!!!! ARHHHHHHHHHHHH U GOT TO PAY FOR THIS IF I FAINT AT MALAYSIA!!!! i was like forcing my self to sleep at 3 am till 4.58am! i got the good feeling i'm dozing off already.. then CASSY CALL! that si ginna! wan die arh u! lols i still tot 7+ then meet lols arhh cannot tahan lols later gonner be tired lo.. then about 5.15am i force my self sleep again! till now cannot sleep ARHHH!! cannot tahan haha!

zZzZzzZZzzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ!!!! lols


any way going malaysia in awhile later..
tc guys! =)


oh ya and this is my band!

THE RED PARADE

nice nort? haha from my o2jam chr! all me! cute and handsome rite? HAHA jk jk

today morning i was like cant sleep yet.. then cassy called ask me wan eat breakfirst anot.. soo meet up wif her wif her eat then go home.. next time no ice milo for me in the morning already haha! cassy should know y ba? haha... after reach home jiuu bath all that and sleep.. wake up then meet cassy again.. took the wrong bus to j8 lo! lols i tot 851 got go j8 de lols so i take it.. cos i saw 88 just go off then i don wan let cassy wait.. take 851 half way jiiu like go wrong place -_-
so drop off and take cab go.. waste my money arh! LOL haha got extra lo 2$ !!! LOL if i know i take cab go in the 1st place lols! any way, went to Sakae Sushi.. eat there.. then BB come.. oh ya cassy power lo.. order don know wad noodle thing then eat half like then like she say not nice.. ask 1 person to take away.. then the ppl ask like not nice arh? or some thing then cassy say ya not nice.. then don need to pay! LOL power~ lols must learn her! haha any way after food we went to play pool at fun land.. when we going hm already, police come spot check us LOL! soo bo liao lo.. haha bb first time lost to us ler HAHA! first time get spot check haha


TMR MALAYSIA! LOLS shop shop shop! haha only left abit money shop lols nvm! i wan buy boxer! haha!!!!!!!

it's a very selfish world out there
almost every body is selfish
only SOME people are not
when they need some ~
thing they come to u
when they have it ,
they are gone. far

another dream again? LOL.. OMG! can i stay in my dream land? till i need to go pee then wake up pee and go back to sleep HA! GRRR half way suddenly wake up LOL!

anyway today damn bored! go meet dad take money,eat then go back ler..

sunday! go malaysia!!! LOL wif some friend haha! who wan go? who wan go!!! LOL hey u! thats u! seeing my blog de! come along la!~ hahaha

tmr another dream again? lols

now adays damn bored!!
sooo tired lols..
ytd went out wif leon.. play dota,
1st 2 round winning last round lose =/ haha train more train more! haha



i keep dreaming of u! lols!

just now had to go to sch.. buy book.. sian!!
i was like rushing every body faster go.. don late and stuff but at the end, i was late HA!
david and edwin was already in sch.. and chia wei and ya lun waiting for me at bus stop haha!
hmmm then we 3 went to find edwin and david and we buy our book.. then at canteen slack awhile.. then go home.. on our way out of sch, i saw terri. did't tok or wad lo =/ wanted this morning msg her ask her buy book already nort.. but then think think then neber lo..
i was like oh ya she got band -_- LOL.. hmm any way.. david edwin and me went to KFC! eat and go home lo.. wad a hot day..


i'm trying hard =(

today went to VivoCity.. not bad.. kinda big but nothing much..



today wanted to meet BeiBei in the afternoon wif her friend de.. but at the end neber meet.. she got some urgent thing to go to.. and also wanted to meet miffra and PingPing de.. got a hard time calling pingping out.. cos she lazy LOL. then at the end, neber meet also LOL! haha nvm! 1 day we will meet de miffra and pingping lols! we been saying that for a long time.. lols! miffra and i keep saying meet up meet up but at the end neber haha long time neber see u already. ping ping few days saw her liao haha..


sooo, my brother and me took a bus to amk mrt .. meet edmund there.. then take train down to harbourfront.. then walk to vivocity.. saw winfield and his friend there.. we walk like for sooo long! my leg damn pain! got a blister! lols.. but have to ren.. so keep walking lols.. walk to toy r us and stuff...
we walk till some where then i start to take pic! lols bored mah! haha kinda nice place at the top of the building..

here is 1 nice pic.. =)


the like swimming pool or some thing .. nice place to like slack or some thing.. can walk on the water and stuff.. its dam big! lols.. but look dirty cos the floor colour is brown.. not sure is clean or dirty la LOL try your self =)


a black indian guy doing pull up in the middle of the water lols!


and.. there's me! haha

any way walk walk walk and saw 2 NAKED GER! lols!! then after that we walk in to the mall and my brother was like toking about it haha say " naked girls blah blah blah " and a uncle come out of no where and say " where are the naked girls!? " then my brother laugh and keep walking .. act blur yea? haha.. then the uncle ask the 3th time, then my brother turn and say outside.. haha the uncle like damn er xin lo haha soo despo haha..
under age kids pls don go vivo city.. haha! got this type of uncle + naked girls.. HAHA!
but guess wad.. the gers only like 6 years old nia HAHA small kids haha.. the uncle still don know.. i think he sure go find them de haha!!!


we was hungry.. so we go look for some food place to eat.. then i think of jolyn.. rem she working at vivo.. so call her.. then she neber pick up so we walk around to find her.. then we saw a shop name call " white dog " lols then i only rem jolyn working place got a dog de LOL soo look around awahile then cant see her.. so just walk away lo.. then joyln call and tell me she working at where , wad lvl and stuff so we go find her.. then my brother say exp LOL so he don wan eat at there lols.. i think 1 burger cost like erm 8$ ++ wif out drink and FF .. lols must add 3$ to have a set like that.. lols soo we took off and walk around again LOL.. till we stop at burger king... eat at there and go walking around again lols! leg pain!!!!!!! lols..


oh ya.. there like can play bike sia.. like got ramp and stuff like fun to play.. HA if can bring bike go in play then good lo.. how i wish that i can bring my bike there to play lols..

then we went to buy movie ticket ( 007 casino royale ).. and walk around again!!!!! LOL the pain! the pain! arhh help me! lols



there's me again,

again,

and again! -_- HAHA

walk till like around 9.10 then we go the the cinema

and wait for the show to start at 9.45 or some thing soo take pic again HA

till the show wanner start ler we go get our popcorn and went in..

oh ya they give us a lovely happy feet watch..

wooo i'm sooo happy! lols crap!

VIVO CITY!! lols

they tot the show end around 1h and 30 min or wad but i tell them 2h plus de.. they don care me.. tell them get the 8pm ++ show they don wan.. so end up watching the 9.40 show... and end up no more train! lols 12.30 end like that.. lols WTH man! lols.. then i wanted to ton de.. edmund too.. but my bro cant.. sian!! got exam tmr.. i wanted to go santosa de lo! if ton la.. but at the end we took a cab back to amk and edmund go back to yishun from amk..

the cab fare cheap sia! lols like from amk take cab to there is about 15$++ lo i think.. but just now we take the cab its like got mid-nite charge still $15++ lols cheap!!! lols haha the uncle like drive dam fast! lols

any way very tired ler.. tc guys going sleep soon!!!

i'm not sure =(

wanner know wad's on your mind

hmm ytd went to town wif cassy.. pei her shopping. awhile later, we went to meet minmin and karen.. went to cine.. ate at pastamania.. oh ya, saw PingPing jumping, dancing around like mad persong at cine LOL.. then they go meet some guys or some thing.. i think minmin stead ba? hmm then i went home lo.. karen point orchard MRT lo make me walk for sooo long while someset MRT is near by! haha maybe is i blur ba HA! then i go find my brother tgt go home..

today went to amk central wif brother.. eat at mac.. then find zhen ping tok awhile.. and go lan shop wait for leon .. after he came, play 1 around of dota and went to 7-11 ..buy my CHEESE CAKE! WOOO nice!!! haha.. strawberry cheese cake..

hmm can someone buy me cheese cake every day? and only strawberry de! lols
i will marry her if she do that HA! jk only.. haha =)

hmmm today go meet daddy take money lo.. after meet him, my brother and me went to central to find edm , raymond, yang, adiline or some thing don know how to spell her name yea.. and leon, john and jer lols.. around 9 of us? haha.. oh ya, i saw my biker friends haha.. then play bike awhile lols.. then saw jolyn jie too.. haha yea.. then we play lan.. john no money play then got to lend him 2+ around 3.. lols hmm nvm.. then after lan, john jer and leon gtg already so they go 1st.. then the rest of us went go play pool while waiting for bakua.. when bakua reach, we faster end game already and go McCafe.. eat and slack awahile..



we went to the carpark wanted to play some running game.. haha i think the name is ah li bomb or some thing haha .. but suddenly 1 person walk up lols.. then i still tot police or some thing.. then we say if suddenly then person or wad suddenly grap 1 of us or some thing then we all turn and whack him LOL =x me and my crazy idea HA! lols but the person walk away liao.. i think call police ba.. so we go to fountian slack and we go climb some thing lols very noise haha! mid nite liao then still at there kpkb HAHA! 1h+ later cassy come find me.. then the rest wanner go home liao.. -_- soo ok lo. then i pei cassy wait for her frog leg guy HAHA her friend nia.. then i walk home alone lo..


i feel weird when i'm walking back.. keep suddenly got some flash around or some thing then when i look the place then its nothing.. its like got some thing le.. 1 die if i'm gone, hope u all still rem me .. choy.. haha.. touch wood lols i will bless THOSE that i love including my good friends.. better burn more money for me LOL and maybe i can let u touch 4D rem to buy my birthday number if 1 day i'm .. haha better not think too much already la.. damn scary HA! cos like some thing happen in my toilet.. don wan say ler la.. i'm like going to bath now .. sooooo scary!! :O haha this thing really very scary arh.. nvm.. don think too much.. haha..

tc guys..
choy choy choy!!!! lols


a final kiss in the dream.

just now went to j8 wif cassy,maddy,jasmine.. go watch Grudge 2 -_-!! my 2nd time HA. meet kansie and winfield there.. while watching half way, jasmine go scare cassy.. then after that, my turn.. i go scare jasmine lols.. but after scaring her, i ka na whack by her.. lols.. then i try winfield. lols he not even scard! LOL power


after the movie, we walk around till we going back then we meet kansie friend tgt go back amk wif us... eat at S11 , pei maddy go meet alex.. walk to funland then maddy gtg already.. so we play pool..


then suddenly cassy and me like had a fight.. to say the truth arh, i also don know for wad la.. haha today like attitude day lo.. haha.. but after awhile we okie liao..
as cassy say like today we cannot get provoke.. lols

well after a short chat, every thing settle ler..
back to my self.. haha... she happy, i happy, every one happy =)

nothing to blog about..
wake up, eat crab and use com.. nothing much..


stay happy every one..

awww.. now adays wake up soo early!! cannot tahan arh lols.. go town walk walk shop shop wif brother.. at far east eat kfc ,maddy and bear bear come find us.. tok abit abit then go off already ha.. oh ya.. maddy give me 1 "hard" punch OUCH!haha hmm bro buy his shoe he wanted and i get a shirt.. nothing much lo.. just keep walking around for a very long time lols.. i sooo broke now...!!! how i wish the sky drop money .. FOR ME ONLY HA. jk jk.. oh ya at far east got 1 kid power sia.. got tattoo!! LOL.. age around 7~10 waaa power lo.. saw him at tattoo shop.. a dolphin .. -_- power lo! maybe next time my kid at the age of 7 full back liao HA. jkjk.. when going back de time, a ger suddenly come.. ask me wan go MOS anot.. 16 and above can go in liao.. i say no thx then she say y.. then i say.. i underage.. LOL! she still tot i above 16 HA. then she like ohh okie okie.. haha..


at home bored then take some pic! lols


crap

=)

=pP

do u still love me??

ME AND MY SHORT HAIR AGAIN.. =(


11.30 am meet john at amk central wif his 2 other friend.. while waiting for jer i play CS..
ka na trash lo! HAHA after he reach, we start to play.. but lose! =( nvm! neber give up! train more! haha.. after the 1st match, john and his 2 friend gtg ler.. so they go 1st.. left me and jer playing! lols play half way some small kid ask us to play.. haha! like bully sia haha.. but nvm.. we 2 ppl and they 3 ppl mah haha so not so bully la haha.. we own them! HA.



after that match, mer came.. they wan play 1 more round then i don wan liao.. backside pain arh! so hard! haha.. so i go find john.. wow the rain was like pouring havily. we go eat then and meet j.. they pei me go cut hair..short again! lols.. went to funland and play pool! haha.. at the start i ka na trash but at the end, i win all HAHAHA! don try to play punk wif me! HA. awhile later, leon came.. wif his stead and some gers.. when leon tok to j , a guy go call leon stead out of fun lend or some thing.. wan take number de la! haha.. but leon saw! he walk out and ask " le kio tiang? " in english is who u calling.. then the guy ans " oh.. le a siao a arh? sorry sorry.. cos i'm single mah " STUPID SIA! haha... single then wan call ger go out like know ppl v well like that HA.


after playing pool we went to lan shop again. lols! they play but i didn't cos going to meet cassy and maddy ler mah.. so wait for their call.. around 6 + i walk to cassy blk find maddy and tgt wait for cassy.. till we meet her, we went to central .. eat mac, slack awhile then maddy gtg home already.. so left me and cassy.. walk to funland wanted to play pool! lols pool siao lo! keep on pool and pool haha.. but no table.. the counter guy say next table give us so we play arcard 1st.. but! he lie! lols neber even call us or some thing lo keep giving other ppl table! then we ask next table can give us already anot? then he say must Q up! WTH!!! cassy damn piss then scold him haha..




we go to meet min min and friends.. when they walk come, its like one gang like that haha.. many ppl arh.. cassy wanted me to pei her go eat all those de.. wif them la.. but i don wan la sooo many ger.. i feel extra.. so don wan go lo haha.. go home! play com! haha

here those pic of today..


heres the pic of my SHORT hair! haha


i'm in the girls toilet! haha


FF.. nice? haha


when maddy going back.. take 1 last pic befor we go =)



me and cassy =)


i don feel like changing direction

awww sooo sick!!
now adays cant really sleep..
every 1h wake up one time.. tired sia! this morning 3am wake up liao! then try sleep back..
each hours wake up 1 time.. till 9am! lols cannot tahan then wake up ba.. haha...
play some game.. hmm.. later got dota draft match... don know wanner go anot.. idiot john.. cannot call his phone... lols don know phone no money or wad.. lols..

nothing to write ler..
write again when i'm using the com again.. =)


are we still friend?
it aint like old time. =(

today meet maddy .. then after meeting her awhile tgt go find my daddy.. take money.. buy stuff..

we get more stuff after wad she take.. HA

after meeting daddy wan meet soh de.. but then cassy wan go make her hair. cos near by then jiiu pei cassy lo.. so maddy and i meet wait for her.. till some one call! MADDY DAD! BHWHAHA.. DANGER!! haha.. soo she gtg lo.. how sad rite? alone wait for cassy lo.. then jasmine call.. she say some thing like

ME :hello?
jasmine : wan meet anot?!
me: maddy go home already
jasmine: fuck u la ..
me : maddy dad call ask her go back liao la!
jasmine : fuck la..
me: wad fuck.. can don so rude anot?!
jasmine :cannot! wad can u do!
me: u v wad lo.. sia lan lo!
jasmine : fuck u la.. then still got meet anot..
me : neber meet already la.
jasmine : fuck la bb
me : arhh fuck la b



don be such a fucking idiot can anot? every time for nothing show attitude at me. wad did i do wrong to u! almost every time we tok, also u at there show att at me for nothing... like i own u money..
i don even care if ppl think i'm bad if i scold a ger like u.. u really push me to my limit lo... too much is too much.. even cassy got mood swing also neber att me till like that la.. who u think u r? ONCE i treat u as a good friend but u did't treasure it.. u really piss me dude.. u think i easy to bully izzit?


now back to the story.. lols! wait for cassy make her hair, and walk her to the bus stop..
hmm oh ya.. SOMEONE owe me money arh! U BETTER PAY UP HA!
cannot say the name la.. later he/she sure scold me haha..



its still you..

i feel sooo weak now.. =( after ytd de ride, my body like full or pain HA!.

hmm when to central wif brother.. play arcarde, play pool.. nothing much..
just now when i went into a toilet dam dirty sia.. then don wan use liaoo.. shit all over! LOL
even the person boxer also on the floor.. HAHA.. wif shit too! haha

HAHAHA! shit all over!.. don puke guys.. =)


arhhh its killing me
it feel like i'm torturing myself
i cant stand it anymore
it don feel right
i just cant do it =(

now adays keep waking up dam early.. 5am + ba.. sleep around 9~10pm.. sooo early! lols..
today wanner save money + i'm broke so did't go any where..haha.. only go ride ride.. don need spend any money.. haha.. while riding, saw a poser riding at a high speed. he did't see a scooter infront and he crush to it! LOL then he fall down flat on the ground HAHAHA! i'm so bad laugh at ppl haha.. the 1st thing come out of his mouth when he get up is " Chao Chee Bye " LOL!
haha then i at there keep laughing haha..


nothing much already la.. tired ler.. going sleep in 1 or 2 h more ba.. tc every one..


i don know wad to do now =(

wow john birthday was fun.. LOL long time did't meet up wif them already.. ytd 1st we meet around 6 + at AMK MRT.. there was john the birthday boy, leon, jer, j and mer.. we head to town.. then we walk around for awhile then we walk to cineleisure.. buy movie ticket for 5 ppl cos leon say wanner go home early.. so he don wan watch mid nite movie .. play arcade, pool.. but the pool there sux! lols no good no good de.. we still got token so we any how play.. till we found a arm wresting game HAHA.. damn funny.. only leon can win all HAHA.. we all like play the most hard one also cannot win liao only leon solo can win.. we need use 2 hand HAHA cheater! lols.. after that we eat Long John cos its " John " birthday haha.. his shop la.. bo bian.. must give face haha.. after eating we walk to some where that like no ppl in the shopping center de.. lols then we at there play lan.. play 2 or 3 hours.. kinda cheep.. so we play pool again.. when i lose pool , i sure make a funny dance or act singing or some thing to make them laugh or wad so they cant shoot haha.. play till 1am + then we rush back to cineleisure cos leon suddenly wanner ton haha.. so we go back and ask do they have any extra ticket for The Convenant.. but don have already then all sian sian.. but suddenly all say change to grudge2.. -_- lols they all change ticket lo.. movie kinda nice la.. ghost not so scary la.. okie okie nia.. got 1 part damn funny the teacher or wad become ghost and leon go scare me then i shouted " wa lan jiao bin " LOL.. cos the ghost face like v funny.. then + ka na scare then got wad word jiiu come out wad word haha! after movie we walk around town.. keep making the grudge sound lols.. all crazy liao.. haha.. we walk to Marriott hotel and go inside play play lols.. then use toilet jiiu go out liao haha.. to a mac.. eat and slack.. till around 5 + or 6 + we walk to Esplande lols a 1h walk? haha.. leg damn pain till now.. haha.. we slack around there keep seeing fish swim around ha. lame! like neber see fish befor.. haha then jer climb 1 stupid thing ka na guard scold haha.. do many crap stuff sia.. haha.. around 8 + or some thing we go to Marina Square.. reach there we SUPER lame liao.. keep walking around , take pic, slack... till we start toking about DOTA. lols then all feel like playing dota.. haha.. we go in eat mac, then play arcade.. lols we like go there disturb only lo.. haha.. around 1pm plus it was raining heavily.. took MRT back then change to a bus.. when i drop the bus, the rain came! -_-'' well, i got wet.. lols.. running in the rain.. wad if i sick!? whos gonner tc me? HAHA.. joking joking! i'm a big boy now.. :pP

here is the pic we took ..

us.. 2 missing to where liao??


HA its just for joke..


WTH! lols crazy!


my 2 ger? haha no la! haha



look real? HA.


=) lols


WTH! peeing! lols


DO IT THE SAFE WAY! haha!!


THE AMAZING RACE! ASIA!


sad also don need end your life de mah!


its blur but u sure know how it look like ba? lols..


can see jer?


siao kia! haha


lols can u see the durian behind us? haha


this remind me of some one..


=) me again? haha


EXTRA! lols the colour light thing is so nice! haha


THE BEST OF ALL.. OUR BAND.. number 1 in singapore de.. 100% cos got me HA.
me the DJ player.. J the Guitar player? John the drummer.. our POWER FULL BAND!

do u even care?
i never blame u befor..
i'm just disappointed..

sooo tired! going to sleep soon..
many r/s problem now adays..
cheer up my friends..

nite riding was kinda fun.. its been a long time since i touch my baby.. ( bike ) haha! cos kinda down so feel like taking a joy ride.. my brother join me too.. so we went amk central ride ride and try some stunt LOL.. keep riding around there.. many police around so keep changing place.. about 3.45am ler we faster go to mcCAFE hmm i go in order and help my bro order.. when i was ordering my meal, some thing explode! a very loud noise! then i tot nothing
but the mac crew was order to get out .. a min later every one tot nothing gonner happen again.. few sec later a big BOOM come again.. then all get out again.. like order one meal also so hard meh haha .. then they give me the MacWing and fries and ask me to go sit 1st.. they say later when the bring me my drink then pay.. so i go buy a ice chocolate for my brother.. then another BIG BIG BOOM! lols.. ( 1 min i might be alive here, another min i might be gone from here )
this time they run out again.. LOL then i go sit and slowly eat lo.. when the staff come i tot must pay up ler.. she say don need whahahaha! lols cos don know wad.. then tot no drink also .. but she say she wanner bring 1 ice milo free for me! HAHA but i don dare take from her.. then my brother say take la take la haha! so i take it lo.. FREE FOOD! haha if i know i order more! jkjk haha
hmm i notice some thing weird there.. many AST ppl around.. lols.. awhile later tyt or tgt came.. like wanner gang fight lols.. ast ppl some my friend.. then tyt/tgt most my friend too haha.. then like wanner fight liao.. cos like toking to each other those time liao.. maybe setter problem. then many police come.. then spot check lo.. sian! haha.. but nvm .. awhile later jiiu go home..
now arh my brother sleeping like idiot sia.. lols owe me the ice chocolate money! must rem to take from him! lols..


follow the truth and not the fake.
and the truth it will lead u home,
where u belong..


its cos of love

haiz.. another bad day.. stay at hm till around 7 + meet daddy take money.. wanted to meet jasmine and her sister de. but at the end i wan to do some thing else.. but it just turn out bad..
take a cab down to her work place wait for her, not even 10 min i think jiiu take a cab back.. then in kinda bad mood and the fucking cab driver still like wanner piss me.. talk till so rude.. like his paying me.. HELLOOO??? i paying u, bitch!


y is the rain keep coming for me? really v sad lo. feel like dieing right now. tok also not even 10 min.. tot she would be happy or some thing when i'm there.. but turn out she like don feel like seeing me.. maybe cos i did't tell her i was going.. haiz.. i super HATE and SCARED of rejection.. and this is the 1st time i give ANYONE a present..(soft toy & Etc) i try my best tell my self not to shy or wad.. just give it to her.. tot at least will be happy. maybe as a friend present?? but turn out bad.. she don wan it.. she like say she own me alot of thing all that and thats y she don wan it.. then like she don wan it.. she wan me to keep it.. but its aint her fault... maybe she feel bad ba? from now on, i don think i gonner give anyone any present .. its just too scard la.. =(
maybe i'm just too selfish.
u r not to blame, i'm just disappointed of my expectations

today damn bored! lols.. stay at hm all day.. maybe later go meet dad? hmm not sure.. bored!!
once upon a time, we are tgt. but suddenly i see, we are seperating. though i know we are not meant to be tgt, but at least we are tgt once & for that, i'm very contented.i really do love u my ger. no matter what happens, i will always be by your side.even you might reject me, i will still be the one that will love u forever.when i say i love u, it will be meant to be forever. how i wish, i'm brave enough to tell u how much i love u. & how i wish i have the courage to that please dont leave me because i need u.i really cant bear to lose you & i will never want to leave you.ger, i love you more than words. <3

today kinda have a chat wif her ( msg ) tok thing out.. i understand ler ba?
although its kinda hard to forget about her but i will try ba?
well, look at the bright side.. still have her as a friend yea?

Once there was a love


today meet maddy and jasmine.. go eat dinner and slack awhile.. hmm jasmine bring along her younger sis.. ( xiao mei mei ) haha jk jk.. she keep saying me izzit from china -_- lols..
hmmm then play at the play ground again .. lols.. like small kid.. after that, jasmine become crazy!!! take snail throw at me arhhh! so er xin! lols... but i too fast for her HA. so did't hit me.. if fall on the ground and die how sad =( T_T maybe tmr go his song kar HAHA.. jkjk...
after that jasmine and her sis start to take many many snail and put at 1 side.. lols got grand father snail and grandson de.. haha many many.. about 20 + snail? haha or 10+? haha not really sure hmmm after that take a wrong bus! then walk home.. so ke lian. haha no la feel like walking too.. don know y.. then reach home bath all that.. awhile later, maddy call.. say bear bear don wan meet her.. don be sad k? =) so she ask me go mac cafe.. at amk garden.. slack alwhile jiiu call jasmine.. all go jasmine house awhile jiiu go home already ... me and maddy slack at near by central awhile cos she don feel like going hm so soon.. so like about 20 min then she go take cab...
well gtg rest soon.. tc..
i know its hard but i will try =)

i said i will try, its a lie
i'm still loving u

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haiz. sad la.. it just end so sudden =( i try my best to give her all the best that i can give but i think its still not enough.. i just don know wads wrong wif me... i think its karma.. well.. maybe* i did some thing wrong in my previous life or this life.. hmmm i wonder y i just cant get into a nice r/s that i alway wanted.. everything seems to be different with a blink of my eyes



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i just don know y i like u so much.. i don think i ever like some one that much befor.. i waited for u for around 8 month.. till that one special day, i ask u for it*. i agree wif every thing i have to go through and i know wads it gonner be like.. and i still don know y.. i think its love thats y.. every thing u wan, i will try to get it for u.. no matter wad .. i'm giving u all the best .. every day i plan , wad i gonner get u next and just wanner make u happy at all times.. its just too much till i cant list it all out.every time when i'm on the phone wif u, i just feel so happy.. u'r like just so sweet..
even when we r tgt outside.. i just feel like i'm standing beside an lovely angel in heaven.. i don have the guts to do dare to do any thing to u like holding your hand cos firstly i'm super scard of rejects and second, i just feel it might turn out bad =( when i know that u have extra lesson, i stay up all nite most of the time cos i wan u to go sch.. have to study k? on that sat, send u home.. and later on we msg say wanner meet tmr morning or afternoon.. so i plan not to sleep cos its mid-nite if i sleep i sure to wake up late.. so i waited.. till morning last min say neber meet.. kinda sad la.. but okie la nvm.. understand de.. ( cos hard to find her work place ) but suddenly the day onwards, u totally change.. then i feel some thing is wrong.. maybe u mood swing or wad.. so i tot its like normal..
so i like try to tok to u or make u happy.. but still the same.. suddenly poof! every thing gone.. its all black and white again.. its like i'm dreaming in a colourfull world wif u.. maybe i'm just dreaming.. how i wish that u could be by my side again =((



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P.S: THX for every one out there that try to comfort..
really appreciate it.. thx guys..