( all this are my angry words ) ( qi hua )
(but i still mean it i guess? anyway just FUCK it, jayson yap!! )



FUCK! some adult some time are just idiot. they don even fucking understand teenager. they only understand their way of life and their teenager life. FUCK! don they understand!? every 1 come from a different background idiot!

feel like fucking burning and puanching Mr Jayson Yap! fuck his whole stupid idiot fucking family bitch asshole! fucking backstabber mother cb teacher.
Mr Rumi told him to tell my mum my hair long and need to cut only. nothing about i nv go sch and stuff. i did go sch de ok?!

this week i didnt turn up for tuesday only lo fuck! cb mother fucking idiot yap cb kia!
moday i did turn up, tuesday didnt, then wed and thu is the fucking E LEARNING! mother fucking cb. and today , friday i turn up too. cb he told my mum i 3 day 4 day nv come. knn pcb! fuck his whole family bitch! i keep telling him " hey tell my mum wed and thu is e learning, don need go sch de cos my mum don believe" he fucking innogore me and keep toking crap say i nv come sch and stuff. fuck !!

still dare tell her i didnt go sch. cb he is the fucking 1 incharge of the whole fucking e learning thing too! he don wan tell her. knn! cb wad fucking teaching is this?! cb! pour burning oil on his fucking fuck face then he know. cbcbcbcbcbcb.

more angry is he like every day good good wif me. can joke all time. suddenly knn got chance call my monther liao become some evil bastard from hell. BITCH!
even if he told me to go sch and i have NO mood to go also bo bian rite?! wad u wan me to do?! i no mood and u force me to go?!

u know wad this lead to?! there's a chance i'll become a gangster ONCE again like i was befor. know how fcking hard to change de bo!? see, once u pon ten OUTSIDE, u tent to mix around wif some gangster ppl mostly. cos all like pon here and there so pon tgt de. mix mix mix then all gangster ler?! no way! i'm not gonna be that kind.

and once u sleep at home, or nv go out to play, is it better? y not!? u just stay at home better then going out play play play or mix wif some gangster outside rite?! nb!

believe it or not, i ponten when i was sec1 and after awhile, poof, a gangster boy out i am. wtf man!
till i knew HER** i stopped every thing.

if u wan me go sch i just wear sch uform out also can liao if i don wan go sch.
wad can u do?! NO BODY CAN EVER FORCE ME! unless JOLYN JIE scold, or HER** too. LOL! jk nia!
any way, no time to joke, i'm still fucking angry!


and! after he talk to my mum, he wan to talk to my dad. cos my mum told him i listen more to my dad. i kinda respect him alot?
but the CB JAYSON YAP bomb bomb bomb till my dad dulan for sure.
keep saying i nv go sch, and my dad SUPER HATE i pon. ( he don come home de thats y he don know )

i told mr yap not to call ler cos i know later he moody when meet up.
went he moody, my mother tok to him he will guia lan abit wif her la. bo bian, moody then my mum sure become moody also then she sure drink beer again. then! FIGHT FIGHT FIGTH!
almost every time like this when she drink.

fuck yap, who he think he is?! i told him later sure fight de. he say don care just call. fuck him la!
he my family member anot!? he don even know a fuck.

ahyia fucking alot of stuff right now in my head! just super angry la!




no body would understand me or get the same feeling that i had =/
well, i guess, no body even care =/