Saturday, February 03, 2007
This goes out to someone that was Once the most important person in my life I didn’t realize it at the time I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so I don’t really expect you to either It’s just... I don’t even know Just listen…You’re the one that I want, the one that I need The one that I gotta have just to succeed When I first saw you, I knew it was real
That wasn’t me; let me show you the way I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today I remember when I first looked into your eyes It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt But I didn’t know I made everything worse You told me were in love I loved you with my heart, really and truly
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart
I need you and I miss you and I want you and I love you ‘cause I wanna hold you,I wanna kiss you
You were my everything And I really miss you
At times we was off I was scared to show you Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you Without you, everything seems strange Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it, I’m insane,Take away the pain Take away the hurt Baby, we can make it work
I guess everything you said was a lie I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes Now I’m not even a thought in your mind I can see clearly, my love is not blind
I just wish everything could have turned out differently I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart You’ll always be my baby
Our first day, it seemed so magical I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when we met, u looked like an angel wearing that uniform
We hit it off, I knew it was real but now I can’t take all the pain that I feel Reach in your heart, I know I’m not there I 'm feeling that you no longer care
Remember the times? I didn’t think you would ever do me like this I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess
You said you were my friend, was that a lie? Now I’m nothing to you
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying
And I do miss youI just thought we were meant to beI guess now, we’ll never know The only thing I want is for you to be happy Whether it be with me, or without me I just want you to be happy
And i'm not stopping here in life / 6:40 PM