Thursday, November 02, 2006
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haiz. sad la.. it just end so sudden =( i try my best to give her all the best that i can give but i think its still not enough.. i just don know wads wrong wif me... i think its karma.. well.. maybe* i did some thing wrong in my previous life or this life.. hmmm i wonder y i just cant get into a nice r/s that i alway wanted.. everything seems to be different with a blink of my eyes
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i just don know y i like u so much.. i don think i ever like some one that much befor.. i waited for u for around 8 month.. till that one special day, i ask u for it*. i agree wif every thing i have to go through and i know wads it gonner be like.. and i still don know y.. i think its love thats y.. every thing u wan, i will try to get it for u.. no matter wad .. i'm giving u all the best .. every day i plan , wad i gonner get u next and just wanner make u happy at all times.. its just too much till i cant list it all out.every time when i'm on the phone wif u, i just feel so happy.. u'r like just so sweet.. even when we r tgt outside.. i just feel like i'm standing beside an lovely angel in heaven.. i don have the guts to do dare to do any thing to u like holding your hand cos firstly i'm super scard of rejects and second, i just feel it might turn out bad =( when i know that u have extra lesson, i stay up all nite most of the time cos i wan u to go sch.. have to study k? on that sat, send u home.. and later on we msg say wanner meet tmr morning or afternoon.. so i plan not to sleep cos its mid-nite if i sleep i sure to wake up late.. so i waited.. till morning last min say neber meet.. kinda sad la.. but okie la nvm.. understand de.. ( cos hard to find her work place ) but suddenly the day onwards, u totally change.. then i feel some thing is wrong.. maybe u mood swing or wad.. so i tot its like normal..
so i like try to tok to u or make u happy.. but still the same.. suddenly poof! every thing gone.. its all black and white again.. its like i'm dreaming in a colourfull world wif u.. maybe i'm just dreaming.. how i wish that u could be by my side again =((
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P.S: THX for every one out there that try to comfort..
really appreciate it.. thx guys..
And i'm not stopping here in life / 1:26 AM
